Hot flashes? Â Check. Â Cold Flashes? Â Check. Â Period Stops? Â Check. Â Period comes back? Â Check. Â Wait. Â What was that? Â It stops and then it comes back? Â That’s messed up! Â When does the change actually stop changing?
I’ve been on a roller coaster of bodily dysfunction for the past two years.  I’ve learned to deal with the cold flashes–yes, they are a real symptom of menopause (no, I don’t enjoy shivering under a blanket on a hot July day!) Even the hot flashes–yes, I get those too, but not as intense as the cold flashes.
But what really frustrates me is the big tease that has become my period. Â At first it was just inconsistent. Â Skip a month here. Â Miss two months there. Â Then it stopped for six months and I thought it was gone for good. Â I even got used to not having to carry an emergency tampon and I forgot how my body felt just before a period.
So six months later when the cramping started again, I thought I was sick. Â Nope. Â Period. Â After six months, you have to relearn how to manage your day and remember what to keep in your pocketbook. Â For the next four months, I dealt with a full blown period again (not just a spotty one, but full on regular period!) Â After four months, it was gone again…..for six months. Â Then I got it back as a Christmas present and then it went away again for six months.
How long is this going to go on?  Am I at the beginning of a new six month cycle? Who knows what will happen next and that’s the frustrating part.  I’m so done with having a period.  It can stop now.
What about you? Â What’s the most frustrating symptom of menopause?
I was a lucky one………
Not really. Menopause onset began with my first round of chemo when I was just 39! The worst for me was the hot flashes. Never do I get hot. In fact it’s the opposite- always on the cold side. During my menopausal period (no pun intended) I got very hot and sticky, plus I wore a wig. Those two don’t go good together! Terrible, just plain ol’ terrible. Just remember you can still get pregnant- keep taking precautions!
Thanks for stopping by Debra! I wouldn’t want to even imagine what you had to go through and I hope all is well with you now. I’ll take the intermittent periods and cold flashes (just not for too long!)